Seeing is not Believing

My love, it's our song!! Remember? Of course you do :)

2005-10-20T08:00:00.000-07:00

"It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be the mother to my child
And a child to my heart

We must never be apart
We must never be apart
Lovely girl you're the beauty in my world
Without you there aren't reasons left to find

And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head

We must never be apart
We must never be apart
Lovely girl, you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left to die
Drinking mercury
To the mistery of all that you should ever leave behind
In time

In you I see dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste god
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars
We must never be apart

Drinking mercury
To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find
Lovely girl you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
In time
We must never be apart

And you'll always be my whore
Cause you're the one that I adore
And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me

In you I feel so dirty in you I crash cars
In you I feel so pretty in you I taste God
We must never be apart"

Ava Adore - Smashing Pumpkins (Adore)

É bom sentir o amor, o teu amor. Adoro-te.

Há dias assim...

2005-10-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

Something takes a part of me.

Something lost and never seen.

Everytime I start to believe,

Something's raped and taken from me... from me.

Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)

Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)

Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)

I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.

Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.

Sometimes I cannot feel my face.

You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.

You and I were meant to be.

A cheap fuck for me to lay

Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)

Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)

How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)

Nothing in my life is free... is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place.

Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.

Sometimes I cannot feel my face.

You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.

You and I were meant to be.

A cheap fuck for me to lay

Something takes a part of me.

Boom na da mmm dum na ema Da boom na da mmm dum na ema GO!

So...fight! something on the... dum na ema

Fight...some things they fight

So...something on the... dum na ema

Fight...some things they fight Fight...

something of the... dum na ema No...

some things they fight Fight...

something of the... dum na ema Fight...

some things they fight

Sometimes I cannot take this place.

Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.

Sometimes I cannot feel my face.

You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.

You and I were meant to be.

A cheap fuck for me to lay

Something takes a part of me.

Part of me...

Freak on a leash - Korn (Follow the leader)

É nos dias menos bons k encontramos a verdadeira essência dos dias bons.

Tem um bom dia!!

U didn't come :(

2005-10-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

"Just think about it

Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
who witness me fail and become weak

Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

but you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
because you know it all and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand when falling in your whole
Your disposition ill remember when I'm letting go of...

you and me we're through and rearranged

It seems that your not satisfied
there's too much on your mind
So you leave and I cant believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

but you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
because you know it all and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand when falling in your whole
Your disposition ill remember when I'm letting go of...

you and me we're through and rearranged
... you're no good for me
Thank God its over

You make believe that nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
You make believe life is so long until you're dyin'
You make believe that nothing is wrong until you're cryin', cryin' on me
You make believe that life is so long until you're dyin', dyin' on me!!

you think that everybody is the same
I don't think that anybody is like you
You ruin everything and you kept fuckin' with me until its over

Just think about it
Did you get it?"

Re-Arranged - Limp Bizkit (Significant Other)

Eclipse

2005-10-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

Estou de volta! Após kuase um mês eclipsado, espalhando eclipses por outro lado, volto aki, onde a lua nunca deixa de brilhar.

"Snowbird,
ablaze and hurt.
Brighter, fearless, just like a runaway.
Princess never-a-smile.
Oh, child! What makes you try?
Crying and sobbing
You greet the other day
She who never touches ground.

Spreading an eclipse.
Where never the sun shines,
At her feet.

Frostbite, Astray, Will, Faith.
Haunting, hunting ,
she rules the game.
Twin soul you are always a strange.
Nothing ever makes you afraid?
Promising, threatening.
She looks the other way
She who never touches ground.

Spreading an eclipse.
Where never the sun shines
At her feet.

Starlike, but never to be counted.
Look at your hands, child!
Destinies grow back to them.
Daughter sun
With nothing to say.
Never a fullmoon
Just the sickening ray.

Prudent.
In tears hiding,
No water shed.
The sign of the Cross
Will take you to bed.

In Capricorn.

Spreading an eclipse
May never the sun shine
At her feet"

Capricorn at her feet - Moonspell (The Antidote)

Saudações lunares!

Karkov

2005-09-08T09:51:00.000-07:00

Não podia deixar de fazer referência e homenagem a uma das bandas portuguesas que melhor tem espalhado a sua classe pelos palcos, não só a nível nacional, como também internacional. Quem já teve o prazer de assistir, sabe do que é que eu estou a falar, quem nunca assistiu, não perca a possibilidade de ver os Blasted Mechanism!
Deixo aki uma das músicas mais contagiantes de todo o tempo... preparem-se para o "mosh"

"Nadabrovitchka
Shultzé

Karkov, nadabrovitchka duldjie Karkov,
Bradobva slavograt, un duldjie moodcranav.

Drismov, bradano shultze mie te drismov,
Madrone zie tuscravitz, da zudazie viet su.

Nadabrovitchka
Shultzé

Drismov, bradano shultze mie te drismov
Naboltse drumo slavograt, un duldjie moodcranav.

Karkov nadabrovitchka duldjie karkov,
Bradobva slavograt, un duldjie moodcranav.

Nadabrovitchka
Shultzé

Drismov, bradano shultze mie te drismov
Naboltse drumo slavograt, un duldjie moodcranav.

Shultzé"

Karkov - Blasted Mechanism (Plasma)

Já agora, visitem um site bem construído http://www.blastedmechanism.com
Buólá!!

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2005-09-06T09:15:00.000-07:00

# HOJE ACORDÁMOS EM SÍTIOS DIFERENTES

Eu, no meio das ruínas que se movem, das sombras que sopram,
das almas em fuga para dentro da vida.

Tu, no meio das ruínas paradas, das sombras que já não respiram,
das almas em fuga para longe da vida.

Amanhã, sempre amanhã,
tentaremos acordar no mesmo sítio de sempre
e o abismo do medo e da dor irá rir-se de nós
enquanto nos engole ou nos deixa passar.

# O TOQUE DA MORTE

Quem possui o toque da morte
não sabe a sorte que tem
e de como irá fazer tantas pessoas felizes.
Porque o toque da morte é uma espécie de cura sem mentira.

Quem toca com o toque da morte
desconhece, por completo, o seu dom
e como o transmitir às pessoas que, verdadeiramente,
esperam por ele para começar a viver.
Porque o toque da morte faz-nos descer à terra
de onde nunca deveríamos ter levantado as nossas cabeças
e que nunca deveríamos ter pisado com os nossos pés.

# NOCTÍCULA
Quando cair
Na altura da queda de todos os dias,
Da altura da queda de todos os dias,
Esticarei o braço curvado em raiz,
Corrupto nas pontas que me servem de olhos na queda,
De dedos de tremer, de amparo que rasga,
Para quando chegar ao chão
Se disperse o nada de mim e infecte o tudo dos outros.

Quando cair
na altura da queda de todos os dias,
Da altura da queda de todos os dias,
Vou agarrar uma partícula da noite
E consegui-la apertar na mão em garra doente.
Apertar até fechar com os dedos por fora do que está dentro
E levá-la comigo, secretamente.
Na garra bem fechada, na mão de eclipse que contém o eclipse.
Vou levá-la para entrar nela sempre que quiser.
Para entrar nela e me esconder de ti
Mesmo sabendo que tu me vês.
Em qualquer noite em que eu esteja.

Fernando Ribeiro - Feridas Essenciais

Sending a smile over to you

2005-09-05T07:51:00.000-07:00

"Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you"

Disarm - Smashing Pumpkins (Siamese Dream)

To my favourite History teacher. Hope to see you soon ;)
Many kisses & choc mousse

"Mudam-se os tempos, mudam-se as vontades"

2005-09-05T07:23:00.000-07:00

Li o poema com este título no blog da Carla http://poesiashojesempre.blogspot.com/ e lembrei-me disto:

"You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing and I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I'm trying to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
Soon you will dissapear
Fading into beautiful light
Cos everybody's changing and I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I'm trying to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I'm trying to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same
Oh, everybody's changing and I don't feel the same"

Everybody's changing - Keane (Hopes and Fears)

Sissi, forbiden to me

2005-09-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

"Let me wake up in your arms
Hear you say it's not alright
Let me be self dead and gone
So far away from life
Close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart

All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
Your're all I ever wanted, just you

Let me never see the sun
And never see your smile
Let us be so dead and so gone
So far away from life
Just close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart

All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

That's the way it's always been
My heart stops beating only for you Baby
Only for your loving

All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love"

Bury me deep inside your heart - HIM (Razorblade Romance)

Nem imaginas como és importante para mim Sissi!!
Como eu desejo estar ao pé de ti!!

Race against myself

2005-08-30T09:33:00.000-07:00

"All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I‘ve been coming up empty

I‘ve run as fast
As I can run
I‘ve pushed as hard as anyone
Still there‘s nothing for me

I‘ve tried as hard as I can
I‘ve taken all I can stand
But I am running a race
Against myself

Burning out
Strung along
Now my sorrow is my song
My whole world is half-hearted

For my pain
I have none
After all is said and done
Now I‘m back where I started

I‘ve gone as far as I can
I‘ve taken all I can stand
But I am running a race
Against myself"

Race Against Myself - The Offspring (Splinter)

Efeito Borboleta - Teoria do Caos

2005-08-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

"When I move
You move with me
I feed off you
You feast on me

And what I see
You can not see
That when I move
You move with me

Where´s this small
dead hand that creeps me
I am biting it to its very bone
Collapsing with everything new on me
until it gets so very old

And what I see
You can not see
That when I move
You move with me

There is this third body
spinning fast
reducing me into a relapse
with its criplled flaps
slow motion dims
sweetly parasited
by butterfly wings

And what I see
You can not see
That when I move
You move with me

All that is old is new again
(To be) each other spies we´re condemned
Everything is everywhere
The butterfly effect

And what I see
You can not see
I will have to kill you
Before you kill me"

The Butterfly Fx - Moonspell (The Butterfly Effect)

Dedicatória especial para Skin, um beijinho.

Ouro Negro

2005-08-29T10:03:00.000-07:00

Movimento. Produção. Informação. Energia.
Sentimento. Inovação. Confusão. Entropia.
Um mundo que se move a "óleo". O "óleo" que move um Mundo.
Tão essencial, tão essencialmente desnecessário.
Cada vez mais procurado, sempre muito mais valioso,
inunda e corrompe o mercado, num sufoco oleoso.
A relíquia efémera, herança primitiva,
que com o fim à vista, adia sem deixar pista,
a nova energia viva.
É inacreditável a facilidade com que o preço do petróleo escala a tabela de preços. Ao dia de hoje está já em 70$, muitos analistas prevêem que até ao final do ano, a barreira psicológica dos 100$ será alcançada e alguns defendem até que será ultrapassada. E não é difícil encontrar razões para isto, afinal o petróleo é tão essencial que seja qual for o preço, tem que se adquirir. Por isso, as "mentes sugadoras" que se apoderam da herança do mundo, vendem ao preço que muito bem entendem, e qualquer motivo, é um bom motivo pra aumentar o valor.
Mas um dia vai acabar. E o que virá depois? Tantas hipóteses!! A energia solar, a água, o hidrogénio, a anti-matéria... quem sabe até se não existe já a solução? E espera-se só a exaustão do ouro negro, para que a necessidade de uma energia universal a faça render ainda mais do que um barril de petróleo. Certamente será esse o destino, e não acredite que alguém ainda pense que tudo vai voltar a ser como antes. É um caminho de um só sentido, impossível de voltar atrás. O Homem e a ambição, e a poluição, e a destruição... resta saber qual vai acabar primeiro, o ouro negro ou nós? Haverá ainda tempo de ver a nova alternativa? Sem saber responder, aposto na anti-matéria, para o mundo que há-de vir.

Origins.

2005-08-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

"The Silverbullet, so earthly fast
Forever Rope, so hard to fight
The Silverbullet, so earthly trashed
Forever Rope, symbol of trust

The Mandrake root, your essence leaver
The morning Blade, first to awake
The morning shame, till you can't take
The Mandrake root, in venemnum veritas

The Silverbullet, the southern deathstyle
Forever Rope, forever tied
The Mandrake pill, your magic route to nowhere
The morning breaks, it's lunar still

The Elements, all molded together
A Family, whose name is Death

The Elements, in circle fear
Bullet, Root, Blade and Rope
All hold so dear!"

The Southern Deathstyle - Moonspell (The Antidote)

Life vs. Death

2005-07-15T03:00:00.000-07:00

"Àquele que me mostrar alguém
Com mais momentos de engano
Darei a recompensa devida,
Dizendo-lhe em cada dia que se levanta,
E que pensa bonita a vida,
E que quer bonita a vida,
Tudo dependerá, fatalmente, de onde se vê a vida,
De onde se pensa a desdita,
Pois que o desejo é tudo o que se quer e o que nunca se pode.

Sós e confusos num beijo sufocado,
Ritual profano,
Volta a língua à boca proibida que deixou escapar o sopro
e me tentou mostrar alguém com mais momentos de engano.
Quem em cada dia que se levanta
E que pensa bonita a vida,
Com que lhe fiz pagar, implacável,
O engano da vida."

Duelo - Fernando Ribeiro (Feridas Essenciais)

Por muito que dure e duro seja o combate, o vencedor será sempre o mesmo... ou não?

A poisoned gift, from Sissi

2005-07-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

Forever young in a ground so cold
the splendour of your dead still fresh to behold!

In your neck an open wound
to spawn life into our Love
and to feed the creatures of our world

We have tasted from the poisoned gift of love
which condemn us to forever fly alone

We have experienced an aged potion
the wine of light which stole us light
may we gather again and be as one
to forever relish with the twin joys

As we tasted from the poisoned gift of love

Forever young in a ground so cold
the splendour of your dance still there to behold!

Our legend is a sin in tongues
To eternal sleep, to trance we belong
we are now but an empty glance
palid is your state of grace

To eternal sleep we belong
feeling the rapture of the world
beneath the violence of this curse
from the poisoned gift of love

Once I asked you to fly
Tonight I recreate the vow
Do not fail to love me
As I failled to die... with you.

A poisoned gift - Moonspell (Irreligious)

Ainda não encontrei o antídoto para este presente, Sissi...
Só a distância me permite respirar, Sissi...
Um beijo para ti, Sissi...

Para ti, que me falas com silêncio

2005-07-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

Insisto, porque no fundo és a razão deste blog.
Foi por ti que ele apareceu, foi de ti que ele se gerou, foi em ti que ele se inspirou e respira, e respira.
Kuando te vi a primeira vez, vi a tua pele, nessa altura eras pele, foi isso que me atraiu em ti, foi aí o nosso primeiro olá. Gostei, gostámos, repetimos e disfrutámos. Vinhas ao meu mundo, eu ia ao teu.
A empatia cresceu (k bom), a menina triste visitava-me e sorria. Como é divertida, a menina triste! E bela! E a voz!? Essa voz que se auto-proclama de silêncio, essa voz é doce! Já ouviram bem? Como é bom tê-la a sussurrar ao ouvido, como é bom o "silêncio".
Depois abriste mais a porta, convidaste-me a entrar, eu não recusei, não podia recusar, de pronto entrei, sem por um momento hesitar... os meus olhos percorreram-te de alto a baixo, todos os pormenores... encantado, deslumbrado, apaixonado, fui obrigado a tocar-te... e o meu blog nasceu.
Kual progenitora, deste-lhe o primeiro cuidado, a energia vital e agora já caminha. Ainda está na sua infância, e tem poucos conhecimentos... mas o k importa isso, se tu estás aki? Por acaso preocupamo-nos em respirar kd o ar n nos falta? Assim tb nd me importa, kd tu estás aki. Assim tb nd me importa kd ouço a tua voz do silencio.

Mas quando o silêncio for impotente, usa a tua voz.

you in the dark, you in the pain, you on the run
living a hell, living your ghost, living your end
never seem to get in the place that i belong
don't want to lose the time, lose the time to come

whatever you say it's alright
whatever you do it's all good
whatever you say it's alright

silence is not the way
we need to talk about it
if heaven is on the way

you in the sea on a decline, breaking the waves
watching the lights go down, letting the cables sleep

silence is not the way
we need to talk about it
if heaven is on the way
we'll wrap the world around it
if heaven is on the way

i'm a stranger in this town
i'm a stranger in this town

Letting the cables sleep - Bush (The Science of Things)

Hear this song!

2005-06-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
The black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black hearts scarring darkness still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker steel, yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits
The one who waits for you

Oh, what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
So I dub thee unforgiven

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known

I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free
Never me
'cause you're unforgiven too
Oh...

The Unforgive II - Metallica (Reload)

My twin soul

2005-06-30T09:34:00.000-07:00

Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide
I'll take it by your side
Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide
I'll take it by your side
Instant correlation sucks and breeds a pack of lies
I'll take it by your side
Over saturation curls the skin and tans the hide
I'll take it by your side
Tick, tock
Tick, tick, tick, tick,
tick, tock
I'm unclean a libertine
And every time you vent your spleen
I seem to lose the power of speech
You're slipping slowly from my reach
You grow me like an evergreen
You've never seen the lonely me at all
I...Take the plan, spin it sideways
I...Fall
Without you, I'm nothing
Without you, I'm nothing
Without you, I'm nothing
Take the plan, spin it sideways
Without you, I'm nothing at all

Without you I'm nothing - Placebo (Without you I'm nothing)

Reclaim my place (a wind-sea ride)

2005-06-23T07:50:00.000-07:00

Traveling by the winds
Back to two Capricorn ago
The beginning of things
That confuse me so

There were no waves at the sea
The surfing guys were sad
The History arrived
And started making me mad

Gorgeous History she was
Really hard to resist
Anyway the rope was still strong
And still hanging my wrists

Traveling by the winds
And with she in my heart
We forward trough the Summer start
And listen to what rain sings

The waves were again low
No need for the rope
But suddenly it flow
And burned a star of hope

Spring of hot
A Sun to burn my heart
Insane me a lot
And the History was a bit apart

Great Sun moments
The Madness of Desire
The Desire of Madness
Replacing the rope by wire

Anyway, not strong enough
The Sun was really magnificent
The temptation was thorough
Waves become evident

And closer to the sea we were
The Sun in my skin
The moment will forever last
Behind the shrub spies the sin

The clouds cover the Sun
With History leading it
The story lessons begun
The Sun decided to quit

Driving trough the books
The History in my hand
How pretty she looks
Closer to the castle of sand

Crazy days begun
Sun and History among in a big wave
A decision like a shotgun
Hard to choose, hard to take

Then Neptuno appears
With Patty at is side
With a hand the waves were tears
The sea calm down worldwide

The surf guy wasn’t sad
In spite of no waves to ride
He has now the windsurf
With Patty at his side

And traveling by the winds
The wind blowing my face
After all these good things
I can now reclaim my place

Returning to present living
The Sun is great friend
History’s beauty still always shinning
It will be like this till the end.

Perfect III

2005-06-23T06:16:00.000-07:00

"Everyone considered the man in the blue jacket
as the most beautiful human being they have ever seen:
nuns saw on him the Messiah in flesh;
Satan's adorers the lustrous Prince of Darkness;
philosophers the Supreme Being;
young females an enchanted prince;
Men an ideal reflection of themselves."

From "The Perfume" - Patrick Süskind (The Perfume (Story of an Assassin))

After all this, it seems that Perfection do exist, but... where is it?

Perfect II

2005-06-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

I know we're just like old friends
we just can't pretend
that lovers make amends
we are reasons so unreal
we can't help but feel
that something has been lost
but please you know you're just like me
next time I promise we'll be
perfect
perfect
perfect strangers down the line
lovers out of time
memories unwind
so far I still know who you are
but now I wonder who I was...
angel, you know it's not the end
we'll always be good friends
the letters have been sent on
so please, you always were so free
you'll see, I promise we'll be
perfect
perfect strangers when we meet
strangers on the street
lovers while we meet
perfect
you know this has to be
we always we're so free
we promised that we'd be
perfect

Perfect - Smashing Pumpkins (Adore)

Perfect I

2005-06-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

There is no doubt about it
I'm one of a kind, baby
I am le d'Artagnan de coeur
As you may see, candy
And I'm talkin with my eyes
And I walk in different styles
I'm the genuine man!
Yes I am
I am a perfect gentleman
Yes I am
I am a perfect gentleman
Kneel down, inhale my odor
Come, kiss my hand, angel
Dare to explore my higher grounds
Strive to deserve me, ma cherie
And my winds surpass perfume
I'm charismatic at full bloom
I'm the genuine man!
Yes I am
I am a perfect gentleman
Yes I am
I am a perfect gentleman
Yes I am, I am, yes I am (Perfect)
Oh Lord, what can I do
I can't resist my own reflection
How would possibly anyone?
Cause I am (Perfect)
Yes I am (Perfect)
Oh Lord I am (Perfect)
Yes I am
I am a perfect gentleman
Yes I am
I am a perfect gentleman

Perfect Gentelman - Helloween (Master of the Rings)

À Sol da vida minha

2005-06-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

Once uppon a time...

«vamos passar à parte romântica deste e-mail (podes escolher a música k keres ouvir... eu sempre k ouço a "Picture of my own" dos fingerstips lembro-me de ti, pk apareceste na minha vida mais ou menos ao mm tempo k essa bela música, mas se kiseres outra... toma lá 1 Euro e vai à Jukebox mudar)... e a parte romântica começa assim:
....(um bocadinho de silêncio pra começar a ouvir a música...)...
saíste há tão pouco tempo,
e o tempo passa tão devagar,
kuando n estás por perto,
as saudades não param de aumentar
(mais um silênciozinho pra ver se a música inda n acabou)...
sabes k te adoro?
k o doce dos teus lábios me encantou?
Sabes k kuando me demoro,
é pk o relógio do tempo n parou?
E embora eu me esforçasse,
e me pendurasse aos ponteiros para o parar,
ele teima em acelerar-se,
e nem me deixa tempo pra te amar.
(boa música esta hem... ainda dura!!... vamos continuar então, e já tamos perto do fim...)
E eu aki armado em poeta,
Com tanta rima ainda te adormeço,
Mas é pra veres o k eu posso fazer,
Só pra ver se te conheço.
(hã, mm no final da música... ah, a música ainda n acabou?!... bom então lê outra vez... e continua até acabar a música, já k pusemos 1 Euro, ao menos ouvimos a música até ao fim).
I miss you************»

For the Sun that once brightened my life,
my best regards

For Cristy

2005-06-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

Put your arms around my neck
like a pathetic lace of death
displays like a tarot deck
I'm the card of the hangedman

And here I stand
With a flame on my hand
Do you understand?

If there is hope for me
She's flirting with the breeze
on a peculiar coreography
with the dead arms of some old southern tree

Silently, lips sealed against me, silently

And it makes you wanna know
If in all the stories the true is really told
And it makes you wanna reborn
and like a snake, crawl every warm season into a new different form

Put your lace around my face
Just like a fairytale
Through the blank of my closed eyes
You can foresee the rope within

And it makes you wanna know
How deeply have you trully flown
And it makes you wanna ride
Through the fake suicide of someone already dead inside

And it make you wanna disclaim
Something you have never really learnt
And it makes you wanna stay
Forever tangled in the pale arms of some hangedman

And here I stand
To understand
Violently
I have you with me

"The Hangedman" - Fernando Ribeiro (Moonspell - Sin/Pecado)

Is children abuse allowed?

2005-06-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

Today the news just told me that a major music star had just been considered unguilty of pedofilly practices, when many proves are condemning him. Not just one person, neither only five, but several persons claiming for justice against a child-hunter without any human sense. The one who, dispite of hating is origins, seems to be really proud of abusing, afecting, destructing the others raise-to-life-age. But he was considered unguilty.
It's not the first time he was judged, not the first accusation, moreover it's already some years passed since the first accusation... where's smoke, there's fire, but he was considered unguilty.
We can only conclude that justice depends on the money we have. Do you think it's fair? The richer you are, the just you are? But even like this, wasn't this music star who was in ruin? Wasn't this music star who is almost out of money? So, how was he able to pay for his unguiltyness? Is it possible to have credits for that? Is that someone sponsoring this kind of "law abilitties"?
Once Jesus said "Let the children come to me", but sertainly it wasn't for theses intents. So how can people like this black-white-almost-zombie-guy still enjoying freedom, and stealing it from the children? But he was considered unguilty.
I still asking, is children abuse allowed? How can it be?

Love Destiny

2005-06-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

Vampíria, you're my destiny
My only love and true destiny, Vampíria

You're a beast, evil one
Above your head, lays a star
In your heart, it's buried the jewel
Of a serpent who wished to die
Your red long tongue has her poison
And you spreed it as you breed,
In the unique trasnforming dream
Conceiving the creed of all the creeds

Vampíria, fly Vampíria

In your eyes, burn defying
All of those who in silence sleep
In a city, once named desire
Dreaming with the entombed dear

The lady as fallen, in a blossom
Spread far away by undesirable winds
To females conspiring in gloom
Hidding their pearls from the pigs

So open your arms,
They're shappened as wings
A serenade of revenge
Draw on your lips
The sombre hill you're staying in
Is now defined
And your star has started to shine

Depart now, on your bright wings
The worl envy
The skies have always seduced you
Precious Queen
And I know your time
Has come to fly
So fly away with me,
So far!!

"Vampíria - Moonspell (Wolfheart)"